Just a blinking cursor in a white page. I hate that feeling. Trying to express thoughts into words but it feels like there is a dead connection. Like the power going out or internet service getting disrupted.
Days upon days of having thoughts bounce sporadically around my head. Trying to contain them. When I think I have a hold of one, the rest squatter and become lost. It’s like to trying to catch fish in water. Once you get one, the rest run away for fear of having the same fate.
I think I’m losing it sometimes. Low confidence. Lack of motivation. No passion.
What am I doing.
Looking for purpose. Maybe it’s a meaningless search because I may have already found it.
But it doesn’t feel like I’m at the point I want to be.
The journey continues