Loner

Trust is a two way street. And I’ve been going in one direction and haven’t noticed much coming the other way.

Personalities like mine follow the loyalty code. We trust and stay in line. Always ready to help.

At what cost? Breakdown. Depression. Anxiety.

A vicious cycle. And we’re always ready to ride it. Because it’s who we are.

Taking kindness for granted. Taking advantage of a hand held out. We see everything. We make mental notes. We stay silent.

Rubix cube? We’re not that hard to understand. Not hard to predict.

Everyday something new is learnt. Sometimes the lessons are painful. Other times they are pleasant.

Stop taking me for granted. I don’t need others to survive. I’ve gone on for this long without much help.

Hardly noticeable. But one day, they’ll notice when I’m gone.

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