We’re human. The Android self just wants to take over.
Trying to remove the emotion module from the soul is difficult. It was the upbringing and the moral fiber built in. It’s permanent.
Here I sit, thinking about individuals live encountered. Trying to find a psychic link to see what they’re feeling, doing….
It is futile.
My own life doesn’t matter. But it has to. The human being is inherently selfish. Someone removed that function from me.
But I am not your guardian angel. Still flawed by human standards.
What is all this self sacrifice leading to?
Rewards in heaven as I pass the earthly hell I find myself in….
Trying to reconcile with Apathy.
It doesn’t want to assimilate.
Something has changed. It can’t fit back in.
And I hate that.